August 1

Laura’s Past life marriages: seeing through the facade.

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Katische Haberfield: Okay. Now float away. And I want you to let me know. We've still got more to do is my feeling. Is there another life that we need to go to?

Laura: Yes.

Katische Haberfield: Okay. Let's go there now.

Laura: Uhhuh. It's let's I looks like Egypt. Yeah. One woman I'm carrying something in my hands, like I'm at the market. And I'm carrying something back home. Oh, my husband's sick. He's very Very deep love. Very that fairy tale love that he's dying. And I'm just trying to do what I can ignore. It's like I'm shoving the heartbreak down. Trying to be there, be practical or whatever, like trying to do with those herbs and tinctures and stuff and, trying to help him. It's I'm a medicine woman. It's like I not needing help from anyone else.

It's I know what I should be doing, what I need to do, but just really not gonna take care of it. He's gonna die. And I know that, and I'm putting on this facade, saw it for him to help him through the last days. There's just this heartbreak coming underneath that.

Katische Haberfield: Do they want to take you back to the courting day so you can see the courting or is that immaterial to this?

Laura: Yeah, that's really nice.

Katische Haberfield: Doesn't feel like a facade?

Laura: No

Katische Haberfield: How can you tell the difference?

Laura: I don't know.

Katische Haberfield: So what I want you, what I want you to do is to feel in your body, you can feel in your body where the true feelings behind the courtship lie.

Laura: Yeah.

Katische Haberfield: Where is it in your body?

Laura: Oh, it's down in the pelvis, like in the reproductive organs and

low back. Second chakra.

Katische Haberfield: I want you to lock that feeling in now.

Laura: It's just really clear. Grounded. Solid, no chaos, no distractions. Even the laughter is grounded. Yeah, they're showing they're letting me feel the difference between the other lifetimes in this one.

Katische Haberfield: Perfect.

Laura: It's like a real lifetimes had like a, pie face in front of the face. Direction, energy. With all that. There's no, there's nothing in front of the face. In this lifetime. It's just grounded. Solid. And through the hips. Really rooted.

Katische Haberfield: Okay. All right. So I want you to lock in that feeling.

And from this moment forward, you will be able to tell by paying attention to your body, the feelings within your body will indicate to you whether there somebody that you are dating has the feelings that you require. Okay. So you'll be looking for that feeling from the pelvis in the future and that is how you'll be able to tell trusting the wisdom of your body.

Laura: Is that clear to you?

Yes, that's clear.

Katische Haberfield: Okay. And is there anything else that we need to see in from this lifetime? Anything else that's important for your healing here today?

Laura: No.

Katische Haberfield: No? Okay. So let's go to the last day of this lifetime. Get ready to cross yourself over.

Laura: Yeah, okay.

Katische Haberfield: And I want you to follow the white light as that leaves your body.

And I want you to let me know if we have any beliefs that we need to reframe or release.

Laura: No.

Katische Haberfield: No. Okay.

Laura: It feels like she understood and accepted it.

Katische Haberfield: And, okay, perfect. Float away. We are looking that was definitive, but we've got 20% somewhere. There is a lifetime worth, 20% of your relationship pain that needs to come forward today and you're avoiding it.

So let's go.

Laura: Oh, okay.

Katische Haberfield: Let's go there.

Laura: okay. Okay.

Katische Haberfield: let's find it. I think you'll have to go.

Laura: I'm on a farm. That's where we started actually with the wind chime. I hung it on this tree. And it's at this farm and it's if is this not my 18 hundreds, 18 hundreds?

Not a very large family, a lot of kids.

Katische Haberfield: Who are you? Are you male?

Laura: A mother. I'm the mother I just I don't wanna be

there. Oh I I love the children, but I don't wanna be there.

Katische Haberfield: Why don't you wanna be there?

Laura: I just feel like it's a miserable existence.

Katische Haberfield: Why?

Laura: Trying to, it's got to do with the husband

Katische Haberfield: find him so that you can zoom into him because often when we find the husband, we find the energy, which helps us unlock the why.

Laura: Iwas hearing the words like he's a brute. I just, I didn't really have a choice in getting married.

Katische Haberfield: Are we in America?

Laura: It's I know my parents it's more or less sold me off and he there's no love at all. It's just functional, but he's

Katische Haberfield: so kinda like "Farmer wants a wife".

Laura: Yeah. But he's like verbally abusive. He, oh, he really hates me. Yeah. That's it.

Katische Haberfield: Okay. Why does he hate.

Laura: Just never living up to his standards of what he wanted in a a slave, essentially never doing anything up to his, standards. My kids seem to be they're just they're there, but whatever, not part of it.

Katische Haberfield: And do you stay in the marriage?

Laura: Uhhuh? Yeah. With the kids.


Katische Haberfield: Is there any other scene that we need to see that's pivotal in this lifetime?

Laura: No, I think he kills me. Accidentally,

Katische Haberfield: how does somebody kill somebody accidentally?

Laura: It's he slaps me. And I fall and hit my head. .

Katische Haberfield: And how old were you at the time that you died?

Laura: Oh, for the age I'm at right now. I'm 45.

Katische Haberfield: Okay.

So seeing as we've just without realizing it and been taken to the death scene, float up high above your body and let's get the perspective on this lifetime, please. What does your highest self wish you to know about this lifetime?

Laura: I don't know, this doesn't seem like the right lifetime.

Katische Haberfield: What do you mean?

Laura: Like it's not the 20% lifetime?

Katische Haberfield: No, I don't think it is either, but we can go to that. We just wanna quickly see if there's anything that we need to release. No point doing the lifetime if we don't release anything that needs to be released.

Laura: Just it's almost like how my soul handled having absolutely no control over anything. So in this case, pretty stoic, actually. Numbing myself out.

Katische Haberfield: Oh, about, okay. But that's not good. Is it. Does your soul wish you to release the need to numb yourself? What is it about numbing that your soul needed to know?

Laura: It's part of, yeah, it's important cuz it's it's part of what I'm feeling right now. It's like all the feelings I keep having. They're the lifetimes they're touching on them. The melancholy of deep pain. . It's all. And this is like another layer of it as a numbing numbing out.

Katische Haberfield: And is you soul trying to tell you not to use these techniques or just that these are techniques of avoidance or these are these, is it you so wishing to reframe, to show you these were coping skills? Like how does it want you to view these emotions? That we've just,

Laura: they want me to stop using them, as coping skills.

Katische Haberfield: Okay. Stop using emotions as coping skills. Are you particular ones? Are you stuffing basically you are stuffing them down into your body, right?

Laura: Yeah.

Katische Haberfield: Yep. Okay. We might request some healing after but right now we, you, I want you to go to that point where you said to me, no, this is not the right lifetime and follow that feeling.

Laura: Okay.

Katische Haberfield: So just go,

Laura: okay. I'm laying down on the grass. I'm in Scotland. It is the 15 hundreds.

Why are you sighing?

Am I not there? No, you're right.

Katische Haberfield: Sorry.

Okay. Who are you? Male. Female.

Laura: Female, again? I've just,

Katische Haberfield: say it as you see it.

Laura: This is it. This is it.

Katische Haberfield: This is this is a big one. Isn't it?

Laura: Yeah, he's just, I'm like kind of F of my, out in the middle of note, have this man is on top of me having sex with me. Trying to figure out if I'm being raped or not. No it's just having you playing with you probably to a degree, but I'm this is this sucks.

Is what I feel.

Katische Haberfield: And , what's your name?

Laura: Why am I in this like field? SU Suzanne Susanna and this

Okay, this is it. This guy is we're married. And I just don't have no interest in this person at all. I just got married out of, I would say panic, almost like to save my life to, have, to not be a vagabond to not be homeless.

Katische Haberfield: And why were you in a position where you needed, what were you running from?

Laura: I was like my family. My parents died. I'm like maybe 16. My parents died some kind of illness. I don't have any siblings. So then I was like, it's they're showing this rapid, like any place, the place we lived was taken by the authorities or whatever. I just basically was put out on the street.

This man found me. He was like 20 years older than I am. And could tell I was desperate and wanted a wife. Wanted someone to have sex with all the time. And so I just thought this would be better than being alone. Better than what the alternative would be, which would be actually like in a brothel. At least it's the same person. All the time. Oh my God.

Oh, I just feel like it's like pressure of my heart, this trapped, just awful trapped feeling of I gotta nowhere to go. This is it.

He's not he's gross. He's not particular. He's not like cruel though.

Katische Haberfield: Why is he gross? Is he fat or ugly or?

Laura: Yeah, fat, ugly, fat, old gross wants to have sex all the time.

And is he like just average person, wealth wise? He's somebody in society like

he's not, no, he is not somebody in society. I they're using the word, like a merchant, like he has a small business or something.

Katische Haberfield: And do you have children to him

Laura: eventually two?

Katische Haberfield: Two children. Okay.

Laura: That's joyful. I keep feeling like it's enough.

Katische Haberfield: And given he's older than you, does he stay alive for a while?

Laura: Yeah I the kids are gone. They're old enough to leave by the time he gets by the time he dies.

Katische Haberfield: And are you okay when he.

Are you not put back in the same situation as you were?

Laura: No.

Katische Haberfield: When your parents don't.

Laura: My kids says one of my kids has married off, married up somehow and I think that they're taking care of me. I just feel this gross, yuck feeling in my body.

Katische Haberfield: And how old are you when he does?

Laura: I wanna say like 35.

Katische Haberfield: Okay. So you still, in modern standards, you're young, but at those times, perhaps not. So as a 35 year old do you remarry or are you put out to pasture, so to speak because you are at that time,

Laura: all just now I just live at this house with my daughter and her husband. I just take care of me.

I settle at the sit on the front porch a lot.

I'm just biding my time again, not interested in getting, I don't wanna get married. I don't wanna deal with that again.

Katische Haberfield: Okay. All right. Have we skipped over any pivotal scenes that we need to visit for your emotional health sake? Is there anything we need to go forward to or back to, to release?

Laura: No.

Katische Haberfield: No. Is there anything we need to, anything else in this lifetime or are you ready to flood up above your body in the last day of your life?

Laura: I can go the last day. I'm just in this bed, in this house. I think your daughter's there and I'm just old dying of old age.

Katische Haberfield: All right. So I want you to float up above your body.

Now I want you to let me know, are there any limiting beliefs or vows made in this lifetime that need releasing?

Laura: Yeah. It's like being in poverty. I would do anything to just not be

it's just to feel safe and to have like my needs met financially and

To not be homeless, to have enough food and. A sh then shelter and clothing and stuff like that.

Katische Haberfield: Okay. So what would your highest self why adults like to do, to reframe or to show you the truth of this situation? How would they like to correct your beliefs?

Laura: They're showing me his view of me, which was that he really cared about me. And really wanted to take care of me would never have understood like that age that I felt that was dis like he was disgusting and he just really his heart was really pure.

Katische Haberfield: Okay. And. Did he know and understand that you felt disgusted by him?

Laura: No.

Katische Haberfield: Okay. So his love for you created a protective layer so that he couldn't realize that.

Laura: Yeah.

Katische Haberfield: Okay. So I want you to look into his eyes and feel the love that he had for you.

Laura: He was really really sweet and kind I feel in this angle, just very lucky

to have had that kind of stability and safety and kindness and that lifetime that protection. Kept me safer than I would've been otherwise. Allowed me to have two children and the love of children allowed me to even then live out the life, the rest of my life in peace. After that traumatizing experience with my parents dying. I think that's actually important that experience like,

we're focusing on the relationship, but the actual, the death of my parents in that lifetime feels really significant.

Katische Haberfield: Okay. Do we need to go back to that scene to release something from there?

Laura: Yeah.

Katische Haberfield: Okay.

let's go back to that scene now so that we can see what we need to know, understand and release.

Laura: It's just the idea that it's like the main two people that I had known my whole life gone, and then I was still able to take care of myself anyway. That's basically the gist of it.

Katische Haberfield: Okay.

Laura: Maybe don't have to go back to the scene so much as just understand that connection.

Katische Haberfield: Yeah. Okay. So what we've done here, we've got some really important reframes.

Okay. One of the things that we wanna observe from a higher level from an Eagle's perspective is that the mind can be a friend and a fo, right? And so you have a pattern of observing relationships from the ground level, rather than the Eagle. And at the ground view, your mind cast them as negative, disgusting, gross, boring numbing, or whatever.

Sure you've had the ones that were abusive, but generally your mind goes to the negative and doesn't seem the love that these people have for you. Doesn't see the protection, doesn't see the safe house. Doesn't see the stability that your soul craves. Okay. So what we are wanting to do now is to reframe that and ask your mind to behave in a fashion whereby it is your best friend.

And from this point forward that you will see the truth of people's truth feelings for you. And that you will understand where people are meant to be in your life, a guide, a protector, a savior, and you will not seek a different role for them to what their true purpose, you will allow the saviors to come in

if you need a savior, you will allow the protectors to come in and protect you. If you need a protector, you'll need, if you have friends, family or, lovers who come in to provide you with financial stability, you will accept that without rebelling against it. And you would to acknowledge them for the role that they have come to help your soul with without feeling grossed out, turned off or frustration and hatred, because they don't fit this other need that you'll have.

Okay. Because we've seen a pattern of your soul needing stability. Your soul needing and craving comfort, and there's absolutely nothing wrong with that. There's nothing wrong with. We would like to thank your higher self for showing us the reframes for showing us all the people that you have loved or been in relationships with where their hearts were pure sweet and kind across all lifetimes, where people have showed you financial stability and safe houses for you.

Is that lifetime now allowed to release the last 20%? Or is there anything else we need to know?

Laura: No, that's good. It does it.

Katische Haberfield: Okay. I'll say it on your behalf. I release the last 20% of any outdated vows or mental, emotional, or spiritual bonds that were blocking my soul's path towards true love. Now you can release that into the white light.

So say "I release this into the white light".

I release this into of the white light. I am now free.

Laura: I am now free

Katische Haberfield: of any limiting beliefs.

Laura: Any limiting beliefs

regarding relationships romantically

Katische Haberfield: that are holding me back

Laura: that are holding me back.

Katische Haberfield: And so it is, and so it is now Laura, would you like to float up and follow the white light to receive some healing or what's the last part of the session plan for today?

Does your soul wish to do?

Laura: Yes. Healing

Katische Haberfield: okay. Float up high, please getting lighter and brighter going higher and higher. And we are going up to the heavenly realms to receive some healing today. So I'd like the angel that has you at the moment to take you straight to the healing room. We're going to receive healing for stopping using emotions as coping skills for all of the emotions that you have experienced today.

So if you could let me know when you reach the healing room, please.

Laura: Yes, I'm there.

Katische Haberfield: Perfect. And can you explain to me what it looks like or feels like? Is it a sound healing of water, healings

Laura: white, and there's like a slab of crystal, like a giant crystal and I'm laying on it's is there, I hear bells and I'm just laying there and they're running bells around.

Katische Haberfield: Okay. All right. I'll be quiet for a few minutes and I just want you to relax and receive the sound healing, and then let me know when you are complete.

Laura: Yeah. Okay. Very complete.

Katische Haberfield: Now could you ask your spirit guide to let us know if there's anybody else that we need to visit or consult with today before we return to your life?

Laura: It was like our Archangel Raphael is working on my feet a little bit.

Katische Haberfield: Okay.

Thank you. Archangel Raphael.

Laura: And we haven't actually acknowledged any of the spirit guides who have been helping us today. So I was wondering if you could identify them so that we can acknowledge and thank them. I

Caroline is here. The angel, there's a male energy. That's actually that's name Steve coming up again. It's like a version of him.

He's over my left shoulder. It's just guiding me, supporting me. That's just the two of them really.

Katische Haberfield: Okay. While Archangel Raphael works on your feet, I'd just like to acknowledge and thank both Caroline and Steve for their presence today.

Laura: Okay. He's like Raphaels done.

Katische Haberfield: Okay. And anything else that we need to do in this space?

Laura: Okay. No, they're finishing, up.

Katische Haberfield: Okay. All right. As soon as you have finished, you can leave the healing and there'll be somebody there to escort you out the door. And then we will begin to float and drift away feeling lighter and lighter as you float up on high move through the clouds again, and as we drift away, we thank everybody who has been helping us today to relive and release emotions that have been outdated, including limiting beliefs and vows we know that our mind is now a friend, not a foe when it comes to the reality of relationships. And we thank Laura for her braveness to address the real truth behind all of the relationships that have been limiting herself in her lifetime as Laura. And now, as you begin to feel heavier, I want you to descend back down onto earth.

Feeling heavier and heavier landing back in that white chair. And when your feet hit the ground, I want you to start to feel the heaviness of your mortal body and your life as lower, and to feel the weight of your spine as your spine begins, re supported by your earthly body,

mother Gaia releases you heaven releases you coming back into the room

and opening your eyes when

Laura: you're ready.

That was really good. That is. Crazy.