This week we travel through the eternal mindstream of Amanda to a location where there are lots of Northern Lights and Auroras and it seems like "the Big Dipper". For the purpose of human understanding I have made the connection to the "Northern Star" which is Polaris. We do not however, get verbal confirmation of the exact location as often the soul wishes for us simply to understand the lessons, but we can believe it would be like living on Polaris.
Join us as we explore these Starseed lifetimes and the significance they hold for Amanda's understanding of her relationship with her father, and her feeling that she wouldn't be on this planet long.
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What we learn about Amanda's Soul in this episode.
At first glance this episode may seem all about exploring consciousness on other planets and stars (which is truly fascinating!) but the important thing here for Amanda is the insight she gains into the feelings she has about herself in her current lifetime here on Earth as Amanda.
Insights from the first Incarnation explored in this regression featured on this episode:
Lessons for Amanda for her current lifetime from her soul's incarnation in the star lifetime:
- It is important for Amanda to understand that in her current incarnation " She's validating the feeling of me feeling like I would never live long because I haven't in the past, but I have to this time. Because I have kids I have to stay now. So this will be the longest that I've been".
- " I need to mend the things with my father" . " And that I can do it even though he's gone."
- Amanda is guided to help teach people understand "what they see is real" and under questioning we interpret this as helping people understand that ghosts are real and that you can communicate with them. " It's like she's, since I can't be on the front lines I can help the ones that are stuck."
Insights from the second Incarnation explored in this regression featured on this episode:
The second incarnation is clearly identified as Mintaka which was a water based planet. Her name in this incarnation is similar to "Delta". We are about to discover a link to her father in Amanda's current lifetime.
Appearance: "I feel like I have a tail, but I can also have legs if I want them. Whatever's convenient or whatever I'm feeling that day."
"My hair is long. And I do, I feel like on my face, like here, it's almost like scales like sequiny.
And I, again, still feel like long and leanish but like my hands look more human than the last one. I feel more human."
As I had experienced previously conducting a regression to Mintaka I asked if Amanda had a partner:
"I do, but it's like family, not. like I have a, it's he's not my partner. There's no, like romantic it's more companionship. Like a family member."
Katische: And if you look into the essence of that companion is it a familiar, energy?
Amanda: "It is. Yeah. It's my dad."
The episode then focused on the life in Mintaka with her dad, who was her sibling, in order for Amanda to gain insight into her relationship with her father in both incarnations. These insights are able to bring a form of emotional healing and spiritual healing to help us come to peace with the death of our loved ones.
Amanda revealed: " So we didn't see eye to eye for about a year before he passed in this lifetime very suddenly. He was on vacation. It just happened. He was healthy. He was only 48. So he was young. So we didn't know it was coming and we were both too stubborn to reach out the olive branch."
"And she's pulling back memories of things that I've had in this lifetime. Like being at the beach. And when my dad would be in the water, there would always be wild dolphins that would come up, which is bizarre for the beach that we would go to. And I just see their eye, cuz I remember being out there with him and them coming up so close and their eyes were like this big."
In the lifetime on Mintaka:
- Her dad is identified as being a sibling. "She's showing me as a baby, too, but like herself as the baby. Like being held by my dad. Out there together. And it's almost like a time lapse of the growing up together. I don't think he was my dad in that lifetime though. I think he was maybe a sibling and our parents died. And we had to grow up together. And they had me young in this life. So it's almost like understanding that he was so young. We were figuring out together."
- Delta identifies that Amanda is holding onto guilt which she has stored in her body that is making her energy in her current lifetime denser. This is symbolised by a box with a pearl inside that she then removes and throws the pearl far into the ocean.
Amanda: "She's trying to open it.
Katische: "Does she know what's is she willing to let you know what's contained within or is part of that need to be wait to be revealed until it smash is open?"
Amanda: "It's like slowly leaking out Guilt. She's still dunking it under the water. Like you would like if you were washing clothes, like in the old days just dunking it in and out and the water's going into it and it's like trickling out with the light that's coming out of it."
Katische: "Where does it correspond to the part in your body?"
Amanda: "It was like right above my belly button. It's the guilt with my dad. I think that's why I got brought back here, cuz we were together in this time. She's starting to peel it open and he's coming from the right side. He's coming into my line of view and he's getting closer and closer as she's opening the box. Now he's helping her open the box."
Amanda identifies that " on a soul level it's mended but on a human level, I feel like I need to do some work (meaning her guilt towards not repairing her relationship with her dad before he died). And that she is able to work on this herself.
Other insights about life on Mintaka in the period that Amanda's soul was incarnated:
- "It's more carefree than the other ones. There's no, conflict. Enjoyment. I can feel the sun on my face almost. When I look up it. It doesn't look like our sky. Just, it just feels more carefree. There's, unlimited possibilities. Like I can just do whatever I feel in the moment."
- She felt joy and enjoyed being part of a group, in contrast to being incarnated on a solo mission with no emotional attachments: " Feeling more alone and more like individually driven where here it just feels safe. And being part of the group, like it's, it is like a pod there's
lots, of them." - Delta like Amanda could see the spirits of those who had passed on. " Right now she's showing me almost feels like a funeral. But then you, I can see the person like they're laid out. But then I see them. But it's not sad. It's more of a celebration. Like they're ascending to the next but I, can see it, but not everybody else can. Because they're waving to me. It is a they're just waving."
Disclaimer:
Please note that these sessions are not conducted for scientific purposes and are not "research" of any sort for clinical understanding. Neither my guests or myself are astronomers, or scientists, so we work with the knowledge of our guest and their eternal mind stream, guidance from their higher self and spirit guides. However, listening may provide you with insight and wisdom from your own higher self that you may be able to, with analysis and careful guidance, apply to understanding your own soul's journey.