Crossing over Denis the Earthbound Spirit (Ghost)

This week, we,

uh, listening to another session

with Megan Jones, maybe Megan Jones,

as we attempt to connect with.

Dennis in the afterlife.

If you were listening last week,

you'd listened to the session

where we crossed over Dennis, as he

followed me home from the cemetery.

He refused to cross over at the time

that I found him in the cemetery.

And attached to my heart.

I happen to have a session with Dawn.

And because she's such a skilled

communicator and medium herself.

I asked her to kindly cross him over.

Because it was a little

shaken from the experience.

So if you haven't listened to

that episode, It's just a short

one, go back and listen to that.

And then you can come and listen to

the afterlife discussions with Dennis.

megan spirit releasement during mediumship 1:

I'm, I, right now I'm feeling

a male coming through.

Good.

He feels strict stern and.

Yeah, he definitely, he feels

like just really like, I said,

like really strict, really just

things have to be done this way.

Very orderly.

Definitely not one you'd

push around . Okay.

Kinda my way or the highway.

Okay.

And is he

somebody that I have crossed over?

megan spirit releasement during mediumship 1:

Yes.

Yes.

Okay.

So

I've seen this name somewhere on

your list, so I don't know if this

is, they're just throwing that

name to make a connection to that

person, or if this is who they are.

But I'm seeing the name or Dalton, and

I know that's like a middle name or

something on that list, but, I'm not sure.

I just wanna, I wanna mention

it in case it's relevant.

Hang on.

And it also could just be the

D, Sometimes they throw a name

so that I, Can I catch a letter?

Was that their middle name

or is the D from the middle?

That's, Yes, that's the

name that's coming in.

But like I said, I don't know if

this is actually that person or if

they're just connected to that person.

Okay.

Sorry, I

wanna ask is a specific question

which will help me identify, did

this person attach to me at a c.

Yes.

. So I'm guessing we've

got James Dennis White.

Okay.

Who I've just been spending

the morning doing research on.

Probably some ER questions.

Yeah.

It's weird the way that because we

have to validate differently, the

information comes to me and thinks

that they know that I would reference.

And there's not a whole

lot I would reference.

And I've started picking up on that

as we've done more sessions, is

they'll give me things that they know.

I can say that you'll

basically puzzle it together.

So that's why I was like, it could just

be the D that they're trying to get.

Okay.

So this.

If we're gonna go with identification

and he needs to give us some help.

Now this is the boy that Harry,

not the boy, the man that Harry

said that I had to go back to

the cemetery define and all that.

Harry, do you know what I mean?

Now you got the D originally?

Yeah.

Okay.

So this is James Dennis White and

I went to the cemetery looking for

the letter D and then found James.

And ah, yeah.

So he's bringing us back full circle.

Yep.

Cause he

gave us d last time too.

Yep.

That's all he gave us to start with.

And then he attached to me and we did that

video with Dawn, where I crossed him over.

Yeah.

This is definitely him.

I'm feeling like all this is like a yes.

It feels like a yes in my heart space.

Okay.

All right.

Now I have been researching

him this morning, so I want

him to tell me something.

That he knows that I've just seen

this morning in the documentation.

Cause I know they, they can

see what I've been doing.

What have I downloaded or looked

at or found interesting this

morning or something that he can

tell me in the documents that I've

been reading as an identifier?

First he's saying that there's

something with his name.

There's something

particular with his name.

I also feel like he might have

a shared name with someone,

like a family, like

his name was passed on.

But I do feel like he just keeps

bringing attention to his name.

So I don't want to assume what he

means by that, but he definitely

is bringing attention to his name.

There's something that he shares with

me cause he know what he shares with me.

If it's him, something very

specific that we share in common.

Yeah, he's not bringing it up right now.

Let's see if it just comes.

Let's see if it comes through.

At the more that we talk.

Yeah, let's just talk.

It's just something that I noticed and I,

when I noticed it, it's I was like, Ooh,

there's gotta be some connection here

because this is one of those dile moments

when I noticed something on his record.

But yeah, let's see what the story

is and let's see what he has to say.

And then if it's not him, it's not him.

But as soon as you said that strict

personality it's I felt the, because

of the military vibes, right?

Yeah.

There's definitely mil military bobs

just like that that very disciplined

kind of personality that he's showing me.

It also feels there's

def, there's also like a mean streak.

And that he has, or that

he had, and I don't know.

It feels like that definitely

grew the older he got especially

in the afterlife for sure.

Like before he was crossed, but

it just, Yeah, he feels very,

I don't know, not approachable,

if that makes sense.

Okay.

Not approachable.

Okay.

So if he's not approachable, then

but he is

wanting to talk to us.

He's

wanting to talk to us.

Yeah.

Okay.

Yeah.

A lot of times they will show us

that because that's just who they

were and they want us to know that.

Okay.

One of the things

that I would like to know is that I

noticed that he is born at the same era

and the same time, and fighting in the

same war as the other military gentlemen

that we have been speaking with, but

on he would be on the other side.

So they were on not the other side.

No, they were, they, These were the

other ones were all British soldiers

fighting in the uk and he was British,

born in Australia, British, and then

fought on behalf of the Australians.

And so I'm just trying to see,

there's, I feel like there's some

connection between him and the

other guys, whether he knew it or.

It does feel like

there's a connection, like he is

making me feel like you're right.

That there is a connection.

Especially

it feels especially with George.

Okay.

Yeah, that's what I was thinking.

George particularly yeah, I haven't

sat down and analyzed the battalions

that they were all with and maybe

they're in the same battalion.

It's the stuff that I'll do later on.

But yeah, I just wanted to, see if

a name came up and is he wanting

to talk to us about his time

in the military or his time as.

He spent a long time just

as a normal civilian married

and all that sort of stuff.

What's the most impactful

thing that happened in his life

in terms of his experience?

Is it the military stuff or is it

the, being in a normal person trying

to live back in normal society when

you're not in the military anymore?

A little bit of both.

He's saying he was definitely his

words cut from the military cloth.

But when it feels like he had to, it feels

like there was some kind of discharge.

I'm not, it doesn't whatever the,

reason it I it, feels like it was

out of his control that he didn't he

didn't want to leave the military,

but he had to, is how it feels to me.

And so it was

very hard for him to try to live in

a normal life especially because he

feels like being part of the military.

He felt like that was part of who he was.

It fit his personality.

It, he liked the structure,

he liked the discipline.

He liked the, brotherhood.

So I feel like when he was, when he had

to leave the military, that was a big,

turning point that caused him to harbor

a lot of anger and a lot of resentment.

What ? I feel like he was gay.

Oh, okay.

Even though he married a socialite?

For sure.

I feel like that was never he,

never admitted that out loud

and not even to himself, really.

The military kept him busy.

Kept his mind busy.

It kept him distracted.

It kept him away from home, kept him away

from his family, kept him away from people

that he knew outside of the military so

that he just, he was able to just hide

it, but not feel like he was hiding it.

He felt like he had to hide

it more when he was around

people outside of the military.

He hid it from the people in the

military, but it felt like it was

more work for him to do it around

like people that he knew outside of

the military, if that makes sense.

So that was also really hard for him,

is having, to hide that and pretend

to be someone he wasn't, and he

began to really just hate himself.

Okay.

He's making me feel like

he just he had a lot of anger that

he took out on other people, but it,

really came down to him hating himself.

Okay.

On his grave, it just

uses the words Father.

He's buried with his wife.

And I can't find any records of children.

So was he distanced from his children?

There are children, but then they

don't it's not, it doesn't say beloved

father of, and then four children.

And in comparison to other memorial

stones that I've seen, there's

no affection that the children

have written for either parent.

It's just.

He's making me feel

like that was more of a money thing.

Ah, okay.

Yeah.

Cause more words, more.

Yeah.

Yeah.

That's just how I'm feeling.

But let me go back and ask him about

his relationship with his children.

He's making me feel like there

was definitely, like he was,

he was a support, he

was supportive and he.

He was there, he wasn't absent, but

he wasn't there at the same time.

Like he wasn't there emotionally.

There wasn't a lot of affection

and a lot of compassion that

he would give his children.

Instead, he brought more of a, of

that military, strict, disciplined

that kind of environment to the home.

I am feeling like there was

a substance abuse issue.

I feel like he was drinking.

I feel like the mom, while she cared

for the children and she did hold

more compassion and love for the

children, she was also in his words,

very weak and would not stand up

to his authoritative personality.

When he put his foot down

that's, how things were.

And that the kids would they would witness

that, that struggle between her wanting

to do things differently, her wanting him

to be more compassionate and understanding

with the children, whereas he was.

He, wasn't, and she would just

bend and just let him have his way.

I'm not sure how many children there

were, but I'm feeling like three or four.

I'm definitely feeling two boys

that he felt the closest to.

I'm feeling like the girl would've

gotten the, least amount of

attention from him because he

felt more connected to the boys.

Like he could shape them into

being that military man, and they

could take follow in his footsteps.

Does he have any

comments about that he hasn't already

told us about his death and then the

period where he was an Earthbound spirit?

Before we move on, he just wants

to say that that was also one of

his biggest regrets is the way

that he treated his children.

Yeah.

Because when we were crossing him over,

we also got, There was a great regret

around the relationship with his wife.

He was very sad about that.

At the time, we felt the

grief about that relationship.

Yeah.

He's It's like he knows that he just

took all of his own stuff out on them

and he knows that he treated them poorly.

And he did love them.

Even his wife, even though

he said that he is, gay.

But like he still loved her.

She was his best friend.

And he can tell that he, it doesn't feel

like there was like extreme abuse, but

there was, it was definitely on that

line where he, would cross the line and

he would get very angry and he would

yell and definitely take things too far.

And he does feel a lot of regret

and a lot of remorse for that.

That's something that he does feel like

he has released and, forgiven himself for.

Because now he knows that it was just

the anger that he was harboring towards

himself that caused him to react that way.

And without reducing or

excusing the behavior.

Do, does he feel that was a sole

personality based issue or just

something that a lot of the men

who went to war came back with?

He's saying it's, both.

He's saying it's definitely soul driven

for him and learning to accept himself

for who he is and love himself for that.

And not be afraid to be himself.

But the military did not help

that, that Would take people that

already struggle with that and

would, tend to make it worse?

Okay.

Because you're taught to follow,

you're taught to obey, you're

taught to be a certain way.

You're taught to do what you're

told to do, not ask questions and

not be different, because when

you're different, you get killed.

Yeah, that's key one.

Okay.

So what he's, ready to move on.

So what was the next question?

The question is I just wanna touch

on the experience a little more

about death and then remaining as

an earthbound spirit followed by

crossing over the, usual end of.

Death crossing over and life lessons,

that sort of stuff, but specifically

wanting to understand the, death

and the cemetery experience and the

crossing over experience for him.

So I just keep getting

pressure in my heart space.

That's very attached.

That's where he attached to me, but yeah.

Did he also have heart issue?

I'm feeling like it was actually cancer.

Oh, okay.

And I don't really normally come

out so bold with, saying that,

but, . It just feels right.

The way that he's making me feel is that

he basically killed himself and

his stubbornness and his anger

and his unwillingness to, to

change and, to accept himself.

And when he was making me feel this way,

I just felt like I just had the thought

of cancer manifesting because of that.

Okay.

But he did give me a feeling in my

heart space, so I wouldn't rule, I

wouldn't rule out a heart attack.

It doesn't,

it doesn't feel like a heart attack.

It just feels heavy.

Cancer is what feels right to me.

Or just some kind of, disease

is what it feels like.

It just feels like disease.

Yep.

He is making me feel he's make, he's

just making me feel like he didn't wanna

cross over, that he dodged he dodged.

He's ma he's making me feel like since

he was like alone with himself, he didn't

have to like, pretend around other people

to be someone he wasn't, even though

he was still pretending with himself.

So being Earthbound was, it was kind, it

feels like it was like a, relief to him

a little bit because he was alone He's

Oh, I don't have to deal with anybody.

But at the same time, there was a lot of,

time for him to just, Really sit there and

reflect over and over again with what he

did wrong, and that created that remorse

and that guilt and that shame that he

felt about the way he treated his family.

Definitely.

Sorry.

But he feels like that, Like he feels like

that, that he needed, that he's making

me feel like he needed to be earthbound.

That was, he needed that time

alone to get to that softening

to that acceptance of the things

that he had done so that he could

eventually move past that and forgive

himself, is how he's making me feel.

What were you saying about Harry?

Harry got the distinct.

Feeling that he wanted to be left

alone was Harry's comment was

that he didn't interact with him.

Yeah, yeah,

He's saying on like a soul

level that's what he needed.

Like his soul needed to be alone

so that he could really be alone

with himself and face who he was

and, just learn to, accept himself.

And he doesn't feel

like he ever really did.

And while Earthbound until he

was able to be crossed over.

But it does feel like that time did

give him the opportunity to at least

see the, what his actions were causing.

Of, not accepting himself and,

the things that played out because

of that unwillingness to, to be

himself and to, express himself.

He saw the actions that he caused.

There's also a lot of shame and guilt

about not being able to love his wife

the way that she needed him to love her.

While he did love her, it was, he knew

that it wasn't the way that she loved him.

And so there was a lot of, shame

and guilt around that for sure.

He is making me feel like

when he attached to you

that you were able to soften that

anger and that remorse and that

guilt and that shame that he felt.

Interesting.

Yeah.

I was wondering what it feels like for

somebody who's in Earthbound spirit form.

Like, how do they attach I don't know, is

he able to explain the mechanics of it?

Like one moment you're floating around

near your grove and the next minute bang,

you're physically part of somebody's self.

Do they attach, What do they attach to and

how do they make that conscious decision?

I don't know.

He may not know either.

It may just be that boom happened.

He says that.

He's saying that there's there's

a link that has to be acknowledged

by the Earthbound spirit, whether

that is an emotional tie or

a family tie or similarity.

There's something that the person

has that the Earthbound spirit is

drawn to and it basically he's making

it feel like, it makes them feel.

More grounded, more safe,

more just more Okay.

Than what they felt on the outside.

He's making me feel like there was

something specifically like with

you that reminded him of his wife

and so he just went for it.

making me like he's making me feel

like at time he didn't really know

what he was doing either, but he was

just like, just made that decision.

To go for.

First time I've asked the question,

so I just take whatever answer comes.

Yeah.

He's just saying like they, once they,

find someone that they just feel, they

feel some kind of connection to, they

can make the decision then to attach.

They're, they want there to be some

kind of connection, similarity something

that, that makes them feel either more

safe, more alive, more connected to

who they were, which explains why they

don't just attach to anybody yet, why

it's not a common, human experience.

Yeah.

Because he's making me feel like if

there isn't something like that, They're

just they're, gonna just continue

to feel bad They're gonna continue

to feel the same way, and more than

likely worse, because that person

has nothing for them that makes them

feel safe, grounded, like they were.

He is making me feel like he

attached to someone before.

Oh, and I'm just unattached.

He's making me feel like he

attached to a soldier before.

Ah.

It feels like the soldier

died and that's when he left.

Oh, okay.

So he was unable to cross over at the

time that the soldier crossed over or he

didn't, still didn't want to cross over?

He didn't want to.

Oh, interesting.

Yeah,

he's making me feel like on it,

he's making me feel like the soldier

actually made him feel even worse

because he was able to balance

his life more than what he did.

and so he feel he just made

him feel even more guilty.

He is making me feel like he wasn't

with the soldier for, very long.

I'm not sure what that means in

terms of Yeah But he, it doesn't

feel to me like it was long.

He's bringing up Harry, so I do feel like

he like he knew that Harry was there.

It feels like he knew there was

several, other spirits there.

But he, again he, didn't want

to be anywhere around them.

He, Yep.

Kept, kept to himself.

He just, I don't know, I don't

know what this means, but he

showed me, It looks like a scroll.

I don't know.

Just maybe something for later.

Was there a Dark Force

entity anywhere around, because

he just brought that up too.

I haven't listened to

that video for a while, so I'll have to go

back and check out At the graveyard or in,

It feels specifically around

the time that you would've found him.

Okay.

So probably I would

think at the graveyard.

Okay.

They could have been.

I was so busy looking for him that

I didn't pay any attention, but

that's an interesting thing to

note, to go back and deal with.

He's making me feel like he actually

liked to go by Dennis, so that Yeah.

Keeps given the d Yeah

he, didn't go by James.

It's just because his name is

officially James, that I keep calling

him James, even though he prefers.

Yeah.

A personal question.

What does he think?

How did he experience

being a Christ Eve baby?

He says it was a pain in the ass.

He said that Everybody always forgets

your birthday . It's my birthday too.

That's why I was like, the first thing

I noticed on his records was that

he's had the same birthday as me.

Not too many people in the world

that are born on the 24th or 12th.

Yeah, he's like laughing about it like,

He's Yeah you, know the feeling like you

should know that most people forget your

birthday and if they don't, then they

still can't afford to get you anything

because it's too close to Christmas.

Yeah.

It's a very specific choice of birthdays.

We choose our birthday.

So it's it's very specific to

choose to be that date, I think.

Yeah.

He, is saying he's trying to tie that

into like also the self-worth card because

you get forgotten, you get overlooked.

And that, that can play

into the feeding of that.

Is is how I feel about it.

So it's like from the moment that

you're born, you already start being

overlooked and and pushed to the side for

one of the most important days to you.

So he's making me feel like in life

he he really did hate his birthday.

Yeah.

And is there anything else that

he'd like to tell us today,

or has he told us everything?

We've, he, his time is the earth being

an Earthbound spirit really is very

much equivalent to his life review.

So we've heard a lot about his lessons

because he seems to have learnt

them while he was in that state.

Is there anything that he wishes

to comment about what's next

for him or Anything else of

any, description whatsoever?

How would you like to finish up today?

Before I asked him that, he just

showed me a big, like bird Okay.

You might have, I feel like that might be

a connection to when you crossed him over.

So you might have seen

something like that.

You might have to go back and look,

but it just feels like it's in

relevance to you, like a sign or

something that you can take with you.

Yeah.

An eagle.

He's making me feel like he is

soul is still working on the same.

That while he was able to come to

that realization in his passing

he needs to be able to work

through that in an incarnation.

He needs to be able to learn

to love and accept himself no

matter when his birthday is.

his words no matter who he loves, no

matter what kind of family he's born into.

Matter what he faces.

He needs to learn to be himself.

And that he's, learned a lot that he's

not quite done learning that how he's.

It does feel like he's already incarnated

in other lives to work through this,

and it does feel like he's still got a

long way to go as far as learning this.

Yep.

It's a long journey.

The journey of anger and self hatred.

Yes, it is All.

Thank you very much, Dennis.

See you remember to go.

You Dennis, not James.

He's just like winking.

All right, thanks.

Have a good day.

Take care.