Viking Past Life

Do you ever feel impatient and frustrated? Feel like you want to give up because you are not getting results and are wasting your life? These are the emotions that Katische was feeling, accompanied by back pain, before she asked Cindy Porter to open the Akashic Records to see what was the story. Take a step back in time to the Viking era to visit a number of impressions of lifetimes that are so deeply imprinted that they present as one experience.

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Why share a personal past life? No other therapist does?!

Katische shares these past lives so that you can understand the range of emotions that you may feel in a regression session with her, and to understand that there is never anything to be ashamed about in the journey of your soul. All lifetimes occur at once, so you are always learning and exploring emotions. As we should not judge others, it is our challenge to not judge who we are in other lifetimes, merely to heal any outstanding emotions and gain the lessons for the lifetime that you are inhabiting as you read this blog.

When we listen to a podcast episode featuring a Soul Therapy Regression Session or an Akashic Records Session, the following diagram is a helpful way to categorise the learning outcomes for the person undertaking the session (in this podcast episode it is me).

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Emotions and feelings covered in the Vikings episode:

Limiting beliefs and vows:

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viking lifetime
[00:00:00] Welcome to the Infinite Life Podcast. I'm your host, Katische Haberfield. This podcast is a journey of discovery as we learn how the soul evolves over various incarnations to understand all about the complexities of being a human being who has to bravely navigate viewing life as a non dualistic struggle between good and evil through consciousness raising experiences that test our valour.
[00:00:39] Welcome back to The Infinite Life Podcast. This week, we are looking at yet another case study. And again, it's one of my own personal case studies. What I wanted to share with you wasa regression session via the akashic records records.
[00:00:59] With Cindy Porter, my good friend, Cindy, where we were exploring a number of issues related to the emotions of frustration and anger. And.
[00:01:13] Why this is important is because. Doing the work that I do.
[00:01:20] I've noticed a pattern.
[00:01:23] And it revolves around a sense of frustration. In regards to my career and frustration with careers, how I got to becoming who I am today. However, I've always had this sense of.
[00:01:40] Not being able to convey the knowledge that I have, that people don't listen to me. And that my knowledge and skills aren't valued.
[00:01:53] What was interesting was that this manifested for me in a lot of heavy emotion. And this was a couple of years ago now, but, and I just decided because my kids were away to paint it out. And I started painting a lot of light language and then I just started painting patterns and I discovered that I was painting a lot of waves and lightning, and I realized that I was painting. Viking ship. And I painted about seven pages. of a story about a Viking ship. And it's being caught up in a swirl and Drowning. And then going to the light.
[00:02:33] Now. I happened to also talk to Cindy about some back pain that I had. And it's really interesting that I've got back pain again now.
[00:02:43] Cindy was talking to me about. The way that when we spend a lot of time in our head, And we don't pay attention to our physical body.
[00:02:53] We can
[00:02:56] push down and store all the feelings and emotions that we have. Because I spent a lot of time at my mental body. And I had not processed a lot of things, which is why I do a lot of past life regressions.
[00:03:12] The trauma was beginning and the emotions were beginning to store my body.
[00:03:17] So what we wanted to do and the brunt of my anger. That. Caused
[00:03:23] me to talk to Cindy was that I felt like I was wasting my time. Wasting my time with what I was doing as a career. And I was disgruntled because the podcasts had been running for about four months and I wasn't getting
[00:03:37] the views and listenership that I wanted to in comparison to other people that I knew that had launched their podcast.
[00:03:44] So I was feeling really frustrated. I felt like I was wasting my life yet again. Do I continue and go forward. Why did I always start new things and feel like. I had a lot of knowledge, but nobody was listening to me. With that as the background, I think what you'll find is you find this lifetime quite surprising. It was a very confusing regression to be in because I had multiple lifetimes come all up at once.
[00:04:13] And so in some points I could see two sets of lifetimes.
[00:04:19] However, we got to
[00:04:20] the gist of it and we found the source of it. And there's a lots of interesting points in this case study regarding karmic contracts between friends or bosses and subordinates. In terms of being a source of soul growth for each other.
[00:04:40] We see We see another interesting character trait from this current lifetime as me Katische. I'm really.
[00:04:48] Sometimes very good at small talk and networking.
[00:04:56] And other times I just can't bear it. I.
[00:05:04] Like to go deep. And have deep conversations and people who, good friends of mine know, that you don't have a quick cup of coffee with me because the conversation might last two
[00:05:16] or three hours and go really in depth. It's why I have a small number of friends. But they know a lot about me and they are very kind and tolerate my obsessions with certain topics.
[00:05:30] And obviously reincarnation is my greatest obsession. So you'll see how in this lifetime, in the viking lifetime, this characteristic is one that I have as this particular gentlemen.
[00:05:44] So that's a characteristic, that is not just of my personality as
[00:05:49] Katische Haberfield but it is a. seeming characteristic that I've heard for a long time. This lifetime, we have figured it out through research was in 876, a D. Now my characteristics of being impatient and not liking small talk. My knowledge not being, valued people not listening to me is a feeling. And having a different persona for public persona versus private spiritual knowledge.
[00:06:24] Has been around for a very long time. And you have to get to the point where you laugh at yourself because
[00:06:31] this is what we're here for. We're here to learn and to grow.
[00:06:37] It was sometimes the emotional wounds. And the feelings that we have, we just shoved them down so low.
[00:06:47] And then we don't have to heal them and they come up time and time again,
[00:06:51] lifetime after lifetime and lifetime. Until they basically abrupt into pain in your body.
[00:06:59] The other interesting thing was that I've always in this lifetime suffered from motion sickness. You put me on the ocean and yeah, it's not a
[00:07:08] nice sight. I actually have to lay down, because the motion sickness, the only way that I can solve motion sickness for me has been to go to sleep. And until about when I turned 40, even now, if I go and stand on a pontoon
[00:07:25] or, some kind of little bridge. That's. On top of the water. I, , I feel nauseous and dizzy and I do need to lie down.
[00:07:37] It's like it affects my balance. And you'll see how this lifetime is viking lifetime.
[00:07:45] It's most likely one of the root causes. Of this. Feeling. Anyway, I will try and. Stop and comment on a few bits and pieces as we go through this. Akashic records session. I'd like to put in a little, thank you today. When I went to edit this. Podcast.
[00:08:11] The reason it's going out so late is that I opened it to edit it and immediately got searing back pain, nausea, , And I actually had to lie down. I felt faint. And it's taken me the whole day to get to the point where I could actually prop myself up in bed and get around the emotions that are pouring out my body at the moment to do with this session. And I did get on Facebook and talk to my friend, Megan.
[00:08:44] Who you have seen in many of our podcasts episodes, Megan Jones. She's from the chasing spirituality podcast and she has got a new podcast out now, which is called,, Truth.
[00:08:58] Seer, I think that's the right one. And I'm the truth. Seer? Yep. That's it. That's a new one.
[00:09:05] And Megan was kind enough to talk to me on the phone from America today. To talk me through how to somatically shake some of the pain out of my body because I can't spend my life. Constantly calling up people like Cindy and saying, I need to do regression right now. Here's the next layer of this emotion coming up.
[00:09:25] I've got to work through it. And if you are interested in learning about somatic processing of emotions and. How you perceive the world through your physical body and what your physical body. Can help you with. And, the truth. Seer a podcast is
[00:09:43] chronicling Megan's journey through healing. And on her Instagram and Facebook at the moment she's going through and tick tock I think, a lot of the ways that she is working through emotions in the body through somatic dancing and various other ways. Kria's Kundalini yoga. So I just wanted to let you know that's not my expertise.
[00:10:07] I'm very good at the mental sphere. But the physical sphere is something that I will admit that I am
[00:10:14] really finding it challenging, but look forward to learning more from Megan.
[00:10:20] If you have any questions about this podcast episode, please contact me on social media. And don't forget that the purpose of this podcast is to basically share my journey and to encourage me to share my knowledge. Because in many lifetimes I've held all the knowledge that I've had spiritually behind closed doors for fear of persecution or perception issues.
[00:10:46] And most of the season is to encourage myself to share irrespective of the consequences to share. To help move that trauma. So that you get to see.
[00:11:03] What it's like for me.
[00:11:06] And. So that you can learn as well. So if any of the content seems familiar to you or you think, goodness, I think that I might have a lifetime that is holding you back. Then please don't hesitate to contact me at katische.Com. And you can book soul therapy I use. Regression sessions and I use other modalities to help you work through all of the components that are holding you back. Once again, thank you so much for listening. Namaste
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[00:12:38] Cindy Porter: start breathing in beautiful, golden white. Light
[00:12:47] Cindy Porter: out any stresses and strains of your day.
[00:12:56] Cindy Porter: Breathing in with every breath, we're gonna go deeper and
[00:13:09] Cindy Porter: we're gonna start noticing roots growing out from the souls of our feet. Growing and
[00:13:22] Cindy Porter: deep down through Mother
[00:13:27] Cindy Porter: Earthing and grow right down through,
[00:13:36] Cindy Porter: Around beautiful star chakra in the middle of Mother Earth. As the roots wrap around, start to feel beautiful, unconditional love coming back up through those roots, making their way back up to the SOS of your feet, spreading up your feet, up your length,
[00:14:16] Cindy Porter: up through your tour. So up through your back, coming down your arms, all the way to your fingertips, back up to your shoulders,
[00:14:34] Cindy Porter: spreading up the back of your head and up your face. Look next
[00:14:40] Katische Haberfield: to your crown.
[00:14:44] Cindy Porter: Where beautiful, unconditional love is gonna burst out from the crown and start forming a huge bubble all
[00:14:53] Katische Haberfield: around you, into your completely
[00:14:57] Cindy Porter: engulfed, this gorgeous bubble of unconditional love, completely protected and surrounded
[00:15:15] Cindy Porter: right Light bubble is and
[00:15:23] Cindy Porter: more and more unconditional love of Mother Earth, gorgeous,
[00:15:44] Cindy Porter: And deeper gonna start to drift off from Mother Earth. Start rising up higher
[00:16:00] Cindy Porter: and higher
[00:16:04] Cindy Porter: to your father Sky.
[00:16:25] Cindy Porter: We going to be Angels. Us. The record Keep is there. Keep is with me.
[00:16:48] Cindy Porter: Doors. Homeless room,
[00:17:01] Cindy Porter: room. You're going sit.
[00:17:10] Cindy Porter: We were going to request that your record keeper please us.
[00:17:18] Katische Haberfield: A record
[00:17:20] Cindy Porter: that is the origin. Stress
[00:17:25] Cindy Porter: has
[00:17:25] Cindy Porter: developed over. Always feeling that you are wasting time.
[00:17:34] Cindy Porter: Be showing where that stress of this time wasting feeling originated from.
[00:17:43] Cindy Porter: We gonna wait for them to bring,
[00:17:49] Cindy Porter: just let know when they brought that record book forward for you.
[00:18:30] Katische Haberfield: So
[00:18:31] Katische Haberfield: I saw like a black leather book with this gold edge, but it seems to have just moved into this gold book. It's a very, So the chair that I'm sitting in, instead of being that normal, plain old wooden chair Yep. Has turned into this elaborate very pattern. A chair and I'm at a desk and it's got a feather quill and like important papers.
[00:19:05] Katische Haberfield: And then the book started off as being leather, like a filofax leather. With a crisscross pattern in the leather. Yeah. But now, then it started to develop this really innate gold and pearl
[00:19:25] Katische Haberfield: embellishment really, fine.
[00:19:32] Katische Haberfield: All right. That's as far as I've got so far. Yep.
[00:19:37] Cindy Porter: Okay. I want you to put your hand on the book for me, just on the cover
[00:19:48] Cindy Porter: and tell me did you get any sensation when you do that?
[00:20:04] Katische Haberfield: I need some help in stepping aside the ego, cuz the image that I get is of a, like a, female with a very tall, intricate ornate. And I dunno if that's just me making that up.
[00:20:18] Cindy Porter: Okay. It's interesting that you say that because the book that I saw is not the same book that you are describing.
[00:20:29] Katischea just wanted to make a little bit of a comment about this, Cindy and I do see two different books. It doesn't mean that my mind is making up the different books. It means that basically what we are looking for to heal this wound. When you go in by the cashier records, you can be presented with many files, many books. That contain the same wound, because as I've been talking about in previous episodes of the podcast, When we have an energetic imprint. If it's really deep, it can go over multiple lifetimes and can carry through that same limiting belief or Wound. Energetic deep wound that needs to be healed.
[00:21:18] So I am seeing multiple lifetimes, all who have actually a same kind of a Norwegian Danish Viking theme. And I can actually see.
[00:21:33] The lady that I'm speaking of a Norwegian queen. However, Cindy can only see the one that is the strongest imprint, the deepest imprint, and hence, we are having. A discussion about whether my ego is super imposing something or whether Basically, whether I'm making it up or not, and I'm not making it cause I've seen. This book many times now, and we've since discovered many Scandinavian Norway, Iceland, Greenland. Denmark lifetimes. So I just wanted to explain that sometimes you can have a memories come in as sandwiches or compressed memories when the wound or energetic imprint is very deep.
[00:22:22] Katische Haberfield: Okay.
[00:22:24] Cindy Porter: So I'm gonna call in the Angels and please, Angels, can you provide assistance we need to Katische's ego aside and let her soul self come forward.
[00:22:44] Cindy Porter: Please guide us and help us
[00:22:53] Cindy Porter: keeper to bring forth
[00:22:55] Cindy Porter: the book again that they need you to see.
[00:23:16] Cindy Porter: And let me know what comes through me.
[00:23:20] Katische Haberfield: I'm seeing it very thin on now.
[00:23:25] Cindy Porter: What color
[00:23:26] Cindy Porter: is it?
[00:23:29] Katische Haberfield: My first immediate thing was green and like green lime green like a felty fabric. But then it's Creamy, green. I don't know. Is that what you're seeing? Yep. Very similar.
[00:23:46] Katische Haberfield: Very similar. That's the right one.
[00:23:49] Cindy Porter: Okay. Fabulous. Can you put your hand on this book please? And tell me what you feel
[00:24:07] Katische Haberfield: the word for? The word windy wanted to come out. Okay. And then I saw like a ship.
[00:24:18] Cindy Porter: Okay.
[00:24:20] Katische Haberfield: Like a Viking ship?
[00:24:23] Cindy Porter: Yeah. Okay. We're gonna ask your record keeper to please turn to the best page to help us understand where this stress of the time wasting is coming from, where it originates.
[00:24:47] Cindy Porter: They will open the book for you to the page,
[00:24:55] Cindy Porter: and once they've done that,
[00:25:00] Cindy Porter: get you to put your hand on the page, please, and let me know what you feel.
[00:25:27] Katische Haberfield: I'm not going into the scene. All I'm seeing is I'm feeling,
[00:25:35] Katische Haberfield: I'm feeling
[00:25:39] Katische Haberfield: a pressure. I'm seeing
[00:25:46] Cindy Porter: where are you feeling pressure?
[00:25:49] Katische Haberfield: In my heart. Yep. Like too many things happening at once, but the images that I'm seeing are of long boats with men, with oars and they're trying to reach somewhere and the water is flooding in to the boats. Like crashing, pounding waves. Yep. Okay. There's,
[00:26:18] Cindy Porter: Yep. Keep go.
[00:26:21] Katische Haberfield: I'm can't supposed to be coordinating a battle or something. I dunno whether it's a battle or a, escaping, but it's like there's hundreds of these boats. Okay. And
[00:26:43] Katische Haberfield: it's the storm is against us. The time is against us, like the way boats keep crashing into these waves. Okay. Just gonna lose everyone.
[00:27:07] Cindy Porter: Yep. All right. Let's try to step right through and see who you actually are in this scene. So we're gonna try and step through this page into that lifetime. And if you just start by looking at your feet
[00:27:32] Cindy Porter: and look up from there and let me know what you can see.
[00:27:43] Katische Haberfield: I see broad feet. They're male feet with hairy legs. Not tall or anything. Average height. Yeah.
[00:27:58] Cindy Porter: Are you sitting, standing?
[00:28:13] Katische Haberfield: It's like my feet are on the sand watching, but they're barefoot. Okay.
[00:28:24] Cindy Porter: So you are looking out at the boats in the storm stormy weather?
[00:28:35] Katische Haberfield: Yes. It's like for roughly not in the, say rough. I'm not in the boat. I'm away from the boat, but it's I can feel like I can be, I can tell what's happening in the boat. I can tell the chaos in the boat. Okay. I don't know whether that's cuz I've got like a long binocular thing.
[00:28:58] Katische Haberfield: Yep. Telescope or Yeah, telescope thing.
[00:29:06] Katische Haberfield: Okay.
[00:29:08] Cindy Porter: So looking at the boats, does it look like the boat is coming towards you or is the boat just struggling in the rough seas?
[00:29:46] Katische Haberfield: Initially thought. Initially I thought they were just launched and going out, but I feel like they're coming towards me now. Okay. I feel like I got there ahead of time. I'm not clear. I'm not clear. Okay. But I feel like it's all going wrong. Okay. Wasn't supposed to happen this way. It wasn't planned this way.
[00:30:13] Cindy Porter: Okay. So do you feel like you are a part of those others on the boat? They're like, they're your clan, they're your people, they're your,
[00:30:23] Katische Haberfield: they're my people. I was responsible for them. Okay.
[00:30:31] Katische Haberfield: But I'm still at a very I'm not,
[00:30:38] Katische Haberfield: I'm not a, I'm not in myself yet. I'm observing myself. Do you know what I mean? I haven't got into the role
[00:30:43] Cindy Porter: yet. Yep. Okay. Okay.
[00:30:48] Katische Haberfield: I'm feeling it at an intellectual level rather than a. .
[00:30:53] Cindy Porter: Yeah. You are viewing things from your higher perspective at the moment. Yeah. Yeah. Even in this lifeline.
[00:31:01] Cindy Porter: Yeah. Okay. So you can see yourself standing on the sand, looking out at the boat, struggling in the water. Can you look to either side of yourself? Can you see? Have you come in on a boat already? Is that how you got to be standing on the sand?
[00:31:39] Katische Haberfield: I feel like there's a, that the ones that are coming towards me are like small, smaller boats. Like they've got curled, curved edges. At the front and at the end. And that I came in on something that was ginormous in comparison. Okay. So maybe, I feel like
[00:32:07] Katische Haberfield: they should have been all in that big boat.
[00:32:14] Katische Haberfield: Okay. And I should have been in a little boat, but that. greedy and took the big boat for myself. I don't know.
[00:32:30] Katische Haberfield: Okay.
[00:32:34] Katische Haberfield: Feel like mis misuse of resources? Yep.
[00:32:39] Cindy Porter: Okay. Or,
[00:32:44] Katische Haberfield: Oh no, that's ego mind.
[00:32:46] Cindy Porter: Sorry. Say it because it can be helpful.
[00:32:51] Katische Haberfield: So I feel like maybe if there was anyone in that boat with me that it might have been women and children, and that it's all the strong warrior men in the little boats. Okay. But that I'm actually more attached to the people that are in the little boats.
[00:33:16] Katische Haberfield: Okay. Yeah. Still need, more help.
[00:33:21] Cindy Porter: Yeah. I was just gonna say, I'm gonna ask the angels to give you some more clarity on what you're actually looking at to keep that ego aside and to bring in more clarity. On what they're trying to show you so that we can understand where this time wasting stress originates.
[00:33:53] Cindy Porter: Yeah, just breathing deeply
[00:34:02] Cindy Porter: and just let
[00:34:07] Cindy Porter: the images come through freely. Don't try to force them to come. Just relax
[00:34:21] Cindy Porter: and then would be as required,
[00:34:32] Cindy Porter: the angels will guide us
[00:34:37] viking lifetime: and
[00:34:37] Cindy Porter: when the clarity needed.
[00:35:20] Cindy Porter: So are you able to see the big boat that you came in on?
[00:35:33] Katische Haberfield: All I get is
[00:35:38] Katische Haberfield: it doesn't fit with the same era of the little birds. Okay. It's Oh, okay. It's shaping itself. Now my mind was putting this gigantic brown boat, but it doesn't fit because it's from a wrong time frame.
[00:36:01] Just a little note here. This is where I'm seeing a massive Viking ship. From a different lifetime. So because they're so similar, my mind keeps imposing and superimposing multiple lifetimes at once into this.
[00:36:17] Cindy Porter: Just like the images come.
[00:36:46] Cindy Porter: Angels will bring the clarity through for,
[00:37:18] Katische Haberfield: Okay. I'm not the person on the beach, that's why I can't see their face. Yeah. I am one of the people in the boats and I was just shown a scene where I tried to give a plan on Parchment to the king. Like getting something like Norway or something. Yep. And I had all the tides and the. Moon and the things that you needed to work out the precise timing Yep.
[00:38:00] Katische Haberfield: Planned out for him so it would be perfect. Yep. That he didn't pay attention to it.
[00:38:16] Katische Haberfield: And so not only was the weather wrong, but then we were, I keep saying like cannonballs going into the boat like we were sprung, attacked Yep. In the middle of the storm or something like that. Not like maybe fog was so heavy that you couldn't even see the enemy. Yep. And then when the fog of the storm lifted, they were just there.
[00:38:57] Katische Haberfield: Yep. And then both the elements and we worked at bons dust. That's why I'm seeing the chaos in the boats, the water crashes and whatever their throwing at us crashes. But essentially, , the elements alone would've sabotaged the mission. We didn't even need the enemy to sabotage the mission because we left too late.
[00:39:36] Katische Haberfield: Like in forest gum when he is trying to get out over the coral. Yep. Not forest scum. Where he has the ball, the tennis ball, Castaway Island or whatever it is. Yes. Yes. And when he is trying to escape the island finally and he is got all that coral, he's gotta swim out.
[00:39:57] Katische Haberfield: And so he has to watch the seasons go past to figure out exactly when he's not gonna cut himself on the coral. Yep. And if he misses it, he's stuffed for another year. Yep. So I feel like I had it precisely timed,
[00:40:17] Katische Haberfield: but the king didn't pay attention, but we missed it.
[00:40:28] Cindy Porter: So how does that make you, feel? Are you frustrated that
[00:40:40] Katische Haberfield: I think he's viking irresponsible.
[00:40:46] Cindy Porter: Are you angry?
[00:40:50] Katische Haberfield: Angry Cuz he's frustrated. I'm angry because he's,
[00:41:01] Katische Haberfield: I dunno if this is right, but I just keep seeing an image of him raising a goble. Like drinking. Too busy. Being frivolous.
[00:41:11] Cindy Porter: Too busy. Wasting time. Too busy wasting time.
[00:41:18] Katische Haberfield: And it's had
[00:41:22] Katische Haberfield: devastating consequences. Yes. I feel like I can see myself going down under the water.
[00:41:32] Cindy Porter: So are you able to talk to yourself
[00:41:40] Cindy Porter: and ask yourself what you're thinking as you're going down under the water?
[00:42:02] Katische Haberfield: It's all my fault.
[00:42:08] Cindy Porter: Can you ask yourself why it's all your fault?
[00:42:21] Katische Haberfield: Because I should have been more forceful and spoken up more
[00:42:28] Katische Haberfield: that you are not the one who decides these things,
[00:42:38] Katische Haberfield: but in other
[00:42:39] Katische Haberfield: great nations, the king pays attention to the military commander.
[00:42:47] Katische Haberfield: But in ours, he's, he doesn't.
[00:42:51] Cindy Porter: Okay.
[00:42:57] Cindy Porter: Can you feel into or ask why, you don't think he pays any attention to you?
[00:43:13] Katische Haberfield: I thought the word bastard, not as in the kings are bastard, but like I was, I'm somebody who's come up through the ranks despite being
[00:43:25] Katische Haberfield: like an element illegitimate or something. Yeah. Child of no one.
[00:43:32] Katische Haberfield: Even though I'm smart, he has some kind of, I see a snide on his face, like and yet he made you military commander despite that?
[00:43:47] Katische Haberfield: Yeah, because he knew I was smart, but he doesn't respect me because of okay. Birth origins or something like that.
[00:44:03] This is an interesting comment that I make here because in one lifetime, as a king, I have many affairs and bastards.
[00:44:15] Cindy Porter: And how does that make you feel? Can you ask yourself
[00:44:27] Katische Haberfield: I can never be enough.
[00:44:37] Cindy Porter: Does it make, give you the sensation and make you feel like, no matter what you are doing, it's just a waste of effort.
[00:44:55] Katische Haberfield: It's like you can study the stars and know about the tides and the moon and spend hours by candle light lot,
[00:45:11] Katische Haberfield: and. Go on great
[00:45:17] Katische Haberfield: tracks to find out information. But it's all
[00:45:34] Katische Haberfield: worthless if we lose in the end. If we die, we're all gonna die in the end. What was the point?
[00:45:48] Katische Haberfield: Okay. Waste of life.
[00:45:56] Cindy Porter: Okay. Okay.
[00:46:00] Cindy Porter: Okay. Can you ask yourself if you've made any sort of vow because of this feelings,
[00:46:20] Katische Haberfield: If you speak up, people won't listen anyway.
[00:46:27] Katische Haberfield: You have to have two sets of plans, The hidden knowledge in your own journals that are the secrets of the universe, and then,
[00:46:44] Katische Haberfield: The stuff that's been edited down
[00:46:51] Katische Haberfield: for everyone else that doesn't care anyway,
[00:46:58] Katische Haberfield: That you don't tell the truth.
[00:47:04] Katische Haberfield: Okay. Because they don't care anyway.
[00:47:10] Katische Haberfield: They're not interested.
[00:47:14] Cindy Porter: You are protected, you're safe.
[00:47:20] Katische Haberfield: Keep it locked away. Put it in a pile.
[00:47:29] Katische Haberfield: So I think it's why I'm I can't write in journals in this life, why I have such an aversion to journals. Because I told myself self to, and that's why Henry liked decorating and writing so
[00:47:54] Cindy Porter: much. Okay. Step out of your ego, step out of your ego. Set ego
[00:48:02] Katische Haberfield: step knowledge to yourself is the, Keep knowledge to yourself.
[00:48:06] Katische Haberfield: Yeah. No, keep knowledge to.
[00:48:09] Cindy Porter: Yep. Step that ego aside. Don't let it come in and take over. Okay? Keep keeping your soul self.
[00:48:20] Cindy Porter: I want you to rero yourself in this lifetime that nothing you did was ever wasted. No knowledge that you learned or shared was ever wasted.
[00:48:41] Cindy Porter: Even though the king chose not to follow you, it was still never wasted.
[00:48:55] Cindy Porter: Tell yourself that you were loved and supported
[00:49:04] Cindy Porter: everything that happened. Truly loved and supported,
[00:49:23] Katische Haberfield: like it was written as clear as day, any imbercile can understand the tides.
[00:49:34] Cindy Porter: And do you feel that he just refused? The information because it was from you and you would've accepted it from somebody else.
[00:49:50] Katische Haberfield: No, I think that's my ego story of that lifetime. Okay. I think, it didn't matter who gave him that information.
[00:50:02] Cindy Porter: Yeah. He was just all about his own self. Yeah. And not phased with,
[00:50:15] Katische Haberfield: But he was good and done already.
[00:50:16] Katische Haberfield: He was good and done
[00:50:17] Cindy Porter: already. Yeah. Okay. So do you look upon him as continually wasting time,
[00:50:30] Katische Haberfield: Wasting resources. Okay. I feel like he surrounded himself with many amazing people. Okay. But
[00:50:50] Cindy Porter: he didn't.
[00:50:59] Cindy Porter: Yeah. Okay. Do you feel anger, resentment over this? How does it make you feel he's wasting all these resources that he had access to?
[00:51:29] Katische Haberfield: I feel insulted.
[00:51:45] Cindy Porter: Anything more
[00:51:48] Katische Haberfield: wasted potential.
[00:51:55] Katische Haberfield: Do you
[00:51:55] Cindy Porter: feel that's his wasted potential or you are wasted potential?
[00:52:01] Katische Haberfield: Everyone. The kingdom could have
[00:52:06] Katische Haberfield: prospered. Been greater, Had more things like farming resources. Yeah.
[00:52:24] Katische Haberfield: Okay.
[00:52:29] Cindy Porter: Do you feel any bitterness or anger towards him? Because
[00:52:33] Katische Haberfield: of this. Yes. It's acid reflux, bitter.
[00:52:42] Cindy Porter: Okay.
[00:52:45] Cindy Porter: So I want you to talk to yourself in this time and are you able to
[00:52:57] Cindy Porter: get yourself to acknowledge that this is what happened?
[00:53:08] Cindy Porter: And if you are able to accept that, are you able to or give him for being this way and wasting all the resources, especially the human lives that he wasted
[00:53:45] Cindy Porter: By accepting it, you're not removing that he did wrong. You're just acknowledging and accepting that it occurred.
[00:54:07] Cindy Porter: Are you able to do that in that timeline?
[00:54:15] Katische Haberfield: Yeah, I'm just, seeing what I'm trying to release the resentment of and I think it's, I think that I misunderstood.
[00:54:38] Katische Haberfield: There's something in
[00:54:44] Katische Haberfield: that what he was doing in the frivol was still important, but I didn't see it. So he was an orator and the frivol was part of building allies with other kingdoms, right? Yep. The, and you have to do that, but I wanted to do it all at a paper level. And I couldn't understand why you couldn't just give somebody a treaty and have them sign it.
[00:55:29] Katische Haberfield: I didn't understand the necessity to
[00:55:33] Cindy Porter: build and nurture.
[00:55:36] Katische Haberfield: Yeah. I didn't understand the whining and dying. Yeah. I was impatient to just shove the document under their noses. And he was like, Not yet. Not yet. It's not time. Yep. And I was like, How many, how much wine do you need to drink before it's time?
[00:56:04] Cindy Porter: Can you see now how important it is to give that time and allow the things to occur in the natural order of things to allow that time to come through?
[00:56:25] Katische Haberfield: I can, but I'm having difficulty with it. Okay.
[00:56:30] Cindy Porter: Gonna ask the angels to come and assist you with that
[00:56:39] Cindy Porter: and help you
[00:56:43] Cindy Porter: and protect you and to help your yourself from that timeline to accept.
[00:56:58] Cindy Porter: That there is a need
[00:57:02] Cindy Porter: for these things to occur, and that is a need. The joy, the frivolity, because it grows other aspects of our lives,
[00:57:28] Cindy Porter: is not just the work that grows our lives.
[00:57:55] Katische Haberfield: I see them. I impatience in the end, pushed him to act, which caused him to choose the wrong time to go, even though I would've wanted him to wait longer till the next month for the right time. He caught wind of the impatience and it was just like, Oh, viking hell. We'll go now when actually, that's not why I wanted.
[00:58:17] Katische Haberfield: Yep. Does that make sense?
[00:58:18] Cindy Porter: Yep. Absolutely. So do you feel guilt over that now?
[00:58:33] Cindy Porter: How does it make you feel?
[00:58:40] Cindy Porter: Furious. Furious at who?
[00:58:52] Cindy Porter: Both of us. Okay. Are you able to forgive yourself and to forgive him for forcing this situation?
[00:59:26] Katische Haberfield: Have to help me here, but I got an insight and I dunno if it's just me trying to rationalize it or it's true, but I got that we were push pull on purpose. Like
[00:59:40] Katische Haberfield: we were agreed to trigger each other. Yep. That was part of our growth.
[00:59:49] Cindy Porter: Yep. Yep. I felt that. Yes.
[00:59:53] Katische Haberfield: Patients, inpatients. Yep. Like a contract of some sort.
[00:59:58] Cindy Porter: Yep. I feel into that. Absolutely. That resonates. Okay, so can you see that,
[01:00:18] Cindy Porter: Can you see that this impatience that you feel now
[01:00:27] Cindy Porter: in your current situation
[01:00:33] Cindy Porter: is also going to be a contract
[01:00:45] Cindy Porter: or your sole growth
[01:00:48] Katische Haberfield: and I feel like it's next level.
[01:00:55] Katische Haberfield: Like next level of learning on this topic.
[01:00:59] Cindy Porter: Yeah.
[01:01:04] Cindy Porter: Yeah.
[01:01:06] Katische Haberfield: I feel like seeing people involved, I don't know whether that's true or not.
[01:01:15] Cindy Porter: Not a hundred percent sure on that one myself. Yeah. That's not coming across clearly.
[01:01:24] Cindy Porter: Okay,
[01:01:30] Cindy Porter: I'd like you to say goodbye to yourself in this timeline. I think we've got all we can get out of it now.
[01:01:40] Cindy Porter: And we'll step back into your a records room and
[01:01:54] Cindy Porter: we're going to go to the
[01:02:00] Cindy Porter: flame chamber.
[01:02:06] Cindy Porter: This is really,
[01:02:11] Cindy Porter: the guide is gonna lead you there
[01:02:16] Cindy Porter: and take you down to the chamber where the beautiful Quran of the violet flame is,
[01:02:34] Cindy Porter: and they're gonna come in
[01:02:38] Cindy Porter: with healing for you
[01:02:46] Cindy Porter: to sever the tie.
[01:02:53] Cindy Porter: To the mindset of this, that what you are doing is time wasting,
[01:03:16] Cindy Porter: so that you can release that feeling that you are wasting your time doing this work.
[01:03:31] Cindy Porter: You're also going to
[01:03:43] Cindy Porter: wash your way. The fear
[01:03:49] Cindy Porter: that when you speak your truth and passion, that you're polarizing,
[01:04:01] Cindy Porter: they want you to be speaking your truth passionately. They want you to be sharing this knowledge. They do not want you hiding it away in a box or editing it down.
[01:04:24] Cindy Porter: They want you sharing it all.
[01:04:34] Cindy Porter: They want you sharing it passionately.
[01:04:55] Cindy Porter: Then work on removing those boxes that you've got everything hidden away in.
[01:05:13] Cindy Porter: Then break down those barriers that you've put up,
[01:05:35] Cindy Porter: cutting that mindset cord.
[01:05:45] Cindy Porter: You'll wasting your time.
[01:06:00] Cindy Porter: As they're removing all of this from your system,
[01:06:06] Cindy Porter: they're filling you up with
[01:06:13] Cindy Porter: beautiful golden source energy to feel the weights created from the removal.
[01:06:37] Cindy Porter: You can start to feel
[01:06:42] Cindy Porter: golden
[01:06:54] Cindy Porter: working its way through,
[01:06:59] Cindy Porter: right down through every cell in your body.
[01:07:14] Cindy Porter: You newfound strength
[01:07:23] Cindy Porter: to go out there and passionately share,
[01:07:33] Cindy Porter: completely unedited,
[01:07:40] Cindy Porter: hear it in its entirety.
[01:07:47] Cindy Porter: The world needs to hear from you. Hear it?
[01:08:28] Cindy Porter: Just with that beautiful, golden and energy, build your body completely.
[01:08:42] Cindy Porter: And, and let know when you feel complete.
[01:09:44] Cindy Porter: Should.
[01:10:26] Cindy Porter: Now for supporters by the Angels.
[01:10:37] Cindy Porter: Now you with this beautiful golden energy
[01:10:47] Cindy Porter: air with little cell of
[01:10:48] Katische Haberfield: your being.
[01:11:41] Cindy Porter: That the violent to
[01:12:03] Cindy Porter: hold
[01:12:13] Cindy Porter: brings you peace.
[01:13:16] Cindy Porter: Accept it all in.
[01:13:27] Cindy Porter: Be able accept it all.
[01:14:40] Cindy Porter: Is coming to help sever this ti this mind that you have to the time wasting.
[01:15:54] Cindy Porter: Drawing it out.
[01:16:10] Cindy Porter: Beautiful. Green healing
[01:16:14] Katische Haberfield: is she.
[01:17:06] Cindy Porter: With the violet flame, wash over you. Again,
[01:17:16] Cindy Porter: to that glorious piece
[01:17:31] Cindy Porter: it like through your system,
[01:17:45] Cindy Porter: please syndrome.
[01:18:00] Cindy Porter: Just relax and let it flow over you.
[01:18:27] Cindy Porter: And then if you're starting to feel fine
[01:18:38] Cindy Porter: of the beautiful golden light, we'll start to say our goodbyes and thank you
[01:18:50] Cindy Porter: tos, us to your guide,
[01:19:01] Cindy Porter: to your clever,
[01:19:05] Cindy Porter: their assistance today.
[01:19:14] Cindy Porter: Will just slowly start to bring you back
[01:19:22] Cindy Porter: and start to
[01:19:28] Cindy Porter: notice your surroundings a little more wig, your toes and your fingertips.
[01:19:38] Cindy Porter: Becoming aware of the chair that you're sitting in and the noises around you on the sounds of your beam and on the counter. Three will open our eyes.
[01:19:59] Cindy Porter: 3, 2, 1.
[01:20:06] Cindy Porter: Okay.
[01:20:11] One of the things that I have been drawn to since during this. And Kashi recorded session. Was a particular battle, which I believe this memory belongs to. I believe that this session was potentially a mismatch. Of number of scenes within one lifetime, as well as the melding and merging of a couple of lifetimes due to the deep. Imprints.
[01:20:41] So no doubt. There were multiple lifetimes with Viking ships. However, I believe that this military commander whose name, I have no idea. Was. Potentially. In the time of. Go through them.
[01:20:58] It was a king of east Anglia in the late 19th century. Originally in native of Denmark, he was one of the leaders of the great summer army that arrived in Redding. During April 8 71 to join forces with a great Hedon army whose intentions were to conquer the kingdoms of Anglo Saxon. England.
[01:21:27] So he's war was against. The west sex and king Alfred, the great. And go through later made himself king of east Anglia.
[01:21:42] The reason that I think it has to do with go through. Is simply.
[01:21:50] Due to a number of posts that I've seen and matching images.
[01:21:55] If you have looked at the YouTube version of this. You'll see some photos. They're not photos. The drawings. Of the loss of. The. 120 ships. That were go throughs. During this period and it meant they match exactly the drawings that I did. When I was experiencing severe emotion.
[01:22:22] So I'll just read you an example. Of a Facebook post. From the last year, it's from a group called the Vikings. King Alfred and the Tibetan raid on the 12th night after the Christmas, the Vikings crossed the border from Mercier to raid Chippenham. For settling.
[01:22:43] Thus setting in train events that make the 8 78 81 of the most remarkable in English history. Learning from the experience of the failed invasion of Wessex in 8 71. Katherine road into the heart of the kingdom with a small amount of force and occupied. Where him. Where he was joined by an amphibious force of 150 ships. Confined, however, within the town by Alfred sex and army. Largely made up of pheasants. Stalemate for the rest of the year resulted.
[01:23:14] In 8 77, go through my deal to head east and leave with six. But having sworn earth and surrendered hostages, he broke his word and headed west to Exeter. We hope to fortunate Alliance with the Cornish. Meanwhile, however disaster had before one. The MTBS force. In the battle of swung. Age. 120 ships were lost, not in battle, but to the combination of fog. School and tides.
[01:23:44] The Cornish were less than impressed with guestrooms, much reduced force and sat on the fence. Again, stalemate resulted until finally go through was forced to live with. For Mercier. This term. Swearing Earth's pagan relics.
[01:23:58] And the story continues.
[01:24:02] I've seen also artwork from I'm an artist.
[01:24:10] Which. It was very similar to the one that I drew, which is a different one. It was drawn in 2010. And it's called the wrecker, the site of Danish fleet of 88, 77 Swanage bay per bag, Dorset.
[01:24:28] And. It was created by. Judith Doby. And the website for that is historic england.org.uk. It was painted as part of England's shipwreck heritage.
[01:24:44] We're collection series.
[01:24:47] And historic England also describes it very similar. Saying courtrooms, Denish fleet founded during a storm and various versions of the Anglo-Saxon Chronicle accord. That as many as 120 ships were lost. Although it is unclear whether the pursuing Anglo-Saxon ships were caught in the same store. Storm.
[01:25:10] King alfred.com goes into it a whole lot more. About the storm near Swanage.
[01:25:21] And I've even see it or seen it on other websites as well, but. Viking history tells.blogspot.com. Fucking history tells.blogspot.com also took talks about it.
[01:25:41] Obviously the re the cashew record session does not tell me his name. Yeah. Or the name of the king, but the images that I drew and the memories seem to match up. For at least one part of that.
[01:25:57] Section, which is the bit where I have the memory of dying and drowning. With the storm. So many way, I don't usually put a historical.
[01:26:12] Context to the past life regression. So I usually leave them a normal list, but I thought this one. When you see the imagery that I painted. When I was processing emotion before did their caching record session. How it matches to the.
[01:26:28] Historic paintings that have been done from the time. They're not of the time. The.
[01:26:35] Part of the Viking myths. It matches and.
[01:26:40] I don't watch Viking shows. Or anything like that. So it's not like it came from me watching TV. It came from the superconscious mind. Thank you once again for joining.
[01:26:54] Namaste..
[01:26:55] This is the story of my death in the year 876.
[01:27:27] It's just the emotion.
[01:27:33] Then I remember,
[01:27:43] even though it's sore, I don't access my super creature's mind.
[01:27:54] It was the perfect storm. A storm of ego.
[01:28:04] Judgement,
[01:28:09] lack of communication, impatience, and ultimately, the will of one against many,
[01:28:26] desire to conquer foreign lands,
[01:28:35] and that it was over.